Chuck & Blair

B: You here to gloat?
C: Over what?
B: Well you won...
C: I didn’t win
B: Then why does it feel like I lost?
C: The reason why we can’t say those three words to each other isn't because they aren’t true
B: Then why?
C: I think we both know that the moment we do, it won’t be the start of something … it’ll be the end. Think about it. Chuck and Blair, going to the movies. Chuck and Blair, holding hands…
B: We don’t have to do those things. We can do the things that we like
C: What we like, is this
B: The game?
C: Without it, I’m not sure how long we’d last. It’d just be a matter of time before we messed it all up. I’d rather wait. Maybe in the future

B: I suppose there could be some excruciating pleasure in that

A restlessness.... I've had this feeling of restlessness for ages now... I would love to say I don't know why... the thing is, I do... but can't do anything about it for the moment...

I watched a movie the other day... and it summed up exactly how I felt...

"..i was feeling a strange kind of fear... a restlessness... as if something wrong was happening..."

“The silence of a friend commonly amounts to treachery.” - William Hazlitt

"it is the acts of hidden kindness that bares testimony to a persons true character"

"food has lost its taste, sleep its comfort"

...i realized something today... i thought i'd progressed a lot farther than i actually have... looking back at 2007, i realize I've made the same stupid mistake again... disappointment mounts... the difference this time is that i noticed my propensity to falter... never again...

When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.

What do you call a dog with no legs?
Don't matter what you call him, he ain't gonna come.

___


You are all I long for, All I worship and adore

Even if it kills me, i'm gonna smile

There is no shame in being poor; but there is no great honor in it either

I can resist anything but temptation

If you do it you’ll regret it, if you don’t do it you’ll regret it, either way your going to regret it, you might as well just do it

"I don't know half of you half as well as I should like, and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve." -Bilbo Baggins

"Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet" - Roger Miller

"All who wander are not lost." -JRR Tolkien

aimed with angry art
words can sting like anything,
but silence breaks the heart... -Phyllis mcgenlee

Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. -- George Bernard Shaw

"That's the truest sign of insanity - insane people are always sure they're just fine. It's only the sane people who are willing to admit they're crazy."

Nora Ephron, Heartburn, 1983

by virtue of determination; victory is mine

Eram quod es; eris quod sum (what you are, I was; what I am, you will become)

Often one's propensity to care is matched by one's propensity to hate; so be wary of those who care too much or hate too little